wad on earth is happening on earth?

is hard...after china de earthquake and after all i see...the pain that those china ppl haf endured...i finally felt it...the pain tt u watch ur love one lifeless...u touched their coldness hands...cry on them..no reactions..tt is terrible...im not scare of any corpse tt is lieing arnd or anything..i oni felt for those who lift the corpse hands..no reactions.....tt is pain..wad i hope is to pray and hope tt everything would be fine there...no matter how terrible that the CRP maybe sometimes...but they are humans with feelings too...is been hard...although there's almost nth i could do financially ...i could oni pray and hope they'll live on and leave this piece of bad memories behind....for those who still laughing at them..be ashamed of yourself..jus imagine..the ppl u care...ur gf, family or best frenx..lieing there lifeless..wad would u do?? imagine......

well i mus say...i living in peace now..things started to get straight..i kinda release my stress...hard life..and recently my conductor, mr lim or ah lim he told me life is hard...well is true..after all life is hard and u mus noe how to manage it..that is y i love to go back to band..it helps me thinks..and sometimes clears my prob..of course..relationship wise..i dun haf any gf..sometimes jealous=x but i jus cant muster enouf courage to tell her..=( is jus tt i lost too muchie to haf any hopes..rite now i could oni wait for a day that she suddenly came and ask me do u like me?? hope...lets hopes....take care of yourself!! and i shall see u all soon....