lets be random!! =D

hahas..hey let me ask u this question..haf u tht bout singapore being an underwater city?? it will be damn cool..is like everyone living in the sea then plus when tourist come in, they need to go into submarine or snorkling suit..hiak hiak..tt will be damn cool lehs..oh ya the most coolest thing i would think of is, singapore is wif an protected glass surronding, preventing water from coming in plus it only allows oxygen to diffuses into singapore meanwhile the rest of the exhaust gases are absorbs by the "special" soil tt absorb unwanted gases to support plant life..haha thinking of sun? no worries, under the ocean, there's still always morning and night, so no prob wif tt..most imortantly, we will have plenty of hydro-turbine generator which will provide a huge load of our power source=D

haha okok that's enough ltr ppl will scold me siao..anyway im talking to myself to aint I? ahahaha!! xD ok lars jus a update though..today was quite light mood bcos i won huii yet again=x last tyme round is 9-8 and today is 9-6..oh well i guess his quite tired tt's y lack of form=D oh well..tmr my plan is to help ppl wif their math. yup free tuition..LOL=p awww man..if i can charge 1 hr 20bucks..i think i will haf bout 600bucks le.. $.$ ~~~ flyaway.....

anyway cheers!! and i drank carlsberg few days back..it was nice..haha let me see, it's been so long since i last drank=D

Mandy Moore- Only Hope

lets see..this belongs to a movie called "a walk to remember" a very meaningful movie to me..and the songs is nice..i hope that no matter how deep in troubles u r, there's always hope somewhere in the earth.. read the lyrics=]

There's a song that's inside of my soul. It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again I'm awake in the infinite cold. But you sing to me over and over and over again. So, I lay my head back down. And I lift my hands and pray To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours I know now you're my only hope. Sing to me the song of the stars. Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again. When it feels like my dreams are so far Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again. So I lay my head back down. And I lift my hands and pray To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours I know now, you're my only hope. I give you my destiny. I'm giving you all of me. I want your symphony, singing in all that I am At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back. So I lay my head back down. And I lift my hands and pray To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours I pray, to be only yours I know now you're my only hope. hmmmmm, hmmmmm, oooooh.

sry lazy to do a text wrap.

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/207500ht.htm

am i irritating??

sometimes.. i feel like im irritating jus too muchie..and im trying to poke into ppl life too muchie?? am i? i realli dunno..everytime i feel that this particular person..i dun wanna name him/her out..bcos is like not fair to tt person, neither am i trying to be rude, jus tt i saw this side of him(which im going to use throughout in this post) that haf a tinge of my shadows last tyme, i dun wanna him to walk into the same path that i walk down, but i keep on destroying hes day wif every chat to him.. i dunno how to help him.. shld i jus leave it ppl life.. i mean ya he isnt link to me..mayb i shld.. i jus poke too muchie into ppl life.. end of story..

sensitivity=maxed out!! =((

lets hope for the better..

hmm jus now i went out to King albert parks to kinda teach ppl maths and chemistry..but actually is more then watching girls..i swear..KAP mac there's loads of girls over there studying..and haha not bad lehs all of them can see one lehs..chio bus~~~ haha will high de wor ok.. anyway ya. there's the thing about her.. jus cant stop thinking bout her man..LOL

ahahahahahahaa..anyway jus a lil update.. im living quite fine for today..=D ahaha see ya guys soon ok..girls also..=X

mixture of feelings..

today was the day where we are working as flyer distributors..hmm wif esther, inn poh, josephine, mx, lq, ch. ken, huii, ps and me..so kinda very late today..cause was caught up in a big big rain..so actually was at cckCC since im already at teck whye so might as well wait for her? ok yes lq..so was late for a freaking 20mins. im sry for tt..no choice ba. actually their ppl was also late as well=x so reached buona vista at 9.50am..kinda dunno where to get to the bus stop..so me and huii decided to jus chiong chiong chiong and tikam tikam..LOl and realli anyhow i jus boomed into bus95 de busstop.. reached the home office it was kinda hmm "hard to find" but nevertheless we found. so i actually realise tt this was the game bout those laser guns, and harness where ppl trying to fight out in teams.. like quite a strategy game..not like those lazer quest u needs to go to the place and play.. while as this laser tag sends the guns to u, and rent out at a price..kinda a great idea..like we can play it anywhere anytime.. then after i supposedly was sent to me a loner..LOl alone at city hall..wif one ICs... the IC was damn farni lars..she herself also dun realli noe wad to do..so the both of us jus agar agar all the way dun care=D LOL quite fun though haf some fun chat wif sharon mag. her name yup.

and after work we went to eat subway over at far east.. ya i noe.. me and her talks alot..communication wise dun think there'll be prob but somehow.is like wad i feel is shes kinda hinting me close. hopeful. and on the other hand she kept saying no comments good luck. tt is rejecting by the way..like almost making the circle almost round and then suddenly goes back to square one.. i dunno man.. is like i seems to like fall into this never-ending hole again.. seriously.. i jus dun get wad shes thinking.. neither do i noe wad im supposed to do..let the nature takes place rite..

hmm anyway jus caught a movie wif huii, wen chong, kun jie, vincent and me of course.. house bunny..is kinda a farni show, got abit of stress out from me.. was great wif them..although i didn talk muchie bcos i knew tt i was tired and out of brain juice due to my brain over-working in the previous few 10 of hours.. anyway im tired already..shall update again nxt tyme..

one short word to end this. mixture of feelings in jus one short day..SUCks? dunno.

hmm sucks sia..

hmm i dunno wad to do..boring boring boring.. abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz.. =((( hard life sucks life.. wad to do man!!! thanks for everything to my buddies..i dun need to name them out..u shld noe urself ba.. meanwhile..lets see wad i can do..

Results...

er hmm well i got my results, is not tt good..im very de-satisfied wif my results.. cumulative at 3.294... i haf no idea if i can make it to 3.4 or 3.5..i pray hard tt nxt sem i can get top student..ching arhs!!! i regain my fighting spirits!! FK SP!! =x jus kidding..anyway copy of my result below..realli not very good..all Bs..no As at all..and tt C+ realli make it looks bad.=(

and tml will be my 2nd chance..to get my driving license! chiong arhs!! dun care le.. i haf nth to lose now..GOGOGO! if tml i send u all wif a smiley face out of the blues..meaning good news good news! =] hehes...if send a =( tt means Emo day for me again...hais....

LOl lets' hope everything will be fine alrite..lets wait for 9am tml is jus 11 and 30mins to 9am..haha=x so jia you!! =]

happy worried nervous?

ltr after midnight my results will be announced.. i dunno whether will i pass the stupid auxilliary machineries, bcos is freaking idiotic paper.. hope the moderators will be kind.. hmm prayed hard man..and on thurs i will be my having my traffic police driving practical test..so long winded..hope tt this time round everything will went smothly..i promise im so going to pass it this time..smoothly please..thanks!! wish me luck..will update wif my result once i get it.. see ya!

wishing all a happy mid autum6n festvial!

haha..ytd went to chinese garden for celebrations mid autumn festival, 中秋节 =] wif hong ming,huii,chong,vincent,boss,jackson,wei hao,boon siew and li ting, haha it was fun and relaxing, i feel like being myself joking all along wif them..have alot of stress of my mind, leading me to a world of carefree land..we took alot of photos there..not by me but proudly by our photogarphers of the day, jackson, boss and vincent..well it was damn fun.. =\ hehes.. and the most impt thing is i shall upload the photos now...

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So did u realli wait till the photos are uploaded finsihed? staring into blank..LOl the thing is..i haven got any photos from anyone yet..so i jus uploading the black ones instead..so jus imagine alrite!! haha=x anyway liverpool WON!! 2-1!! kudos!! liverpool rocks! haha..=x

anyway for today went on to play bball and celebrate yi zhe bdae..and is kinda like last min planning..bcos nth muchie to play about too..except my last min idea of drawing on yi zhe face, body back LOl almsot everywhere visible..and of course bdae bash!! hehes..happy bdae to u yi zhe!! u rocks =] hmm anyway tml going out to eat ajisan wif huii, vincent and jin hao..is gonna be fun and lame!! lOl=x hiak hiak..time for me to makan and help me decide..to go on wif obog for the last tyme or quit? gif me some opinions!! if yes pls shake if no pls nod..LOL=x

hais...terrible..

hmm i dunno wad to say..previous day..i dunno how..nothing to say.. i dunno wad i can say..fuck it! really very emo now..fuck hell money money money..why on earth ppl shout at each other for money??? shit lor..how on earth they wanna scold me for the sake of money..i dunno i dunno i dunno..!!! shit fucking balls...knncb... sry jus wanna vent out all my frustration!! this is not meant to be seen so i shall blank it.. FUCK!!

out to changi airport..

today went to changi airport to pei aaron, karena and birdy to study..while i brought my lappy hoping to see south park=x anyway is been quite a bad day for me..i dunno why and how on earth did i got irritated and i almost scream at birdy..felt realli bad for her..i realli very sry for her..shes been realli a great junior..mayb more than a junior, buddy ba..she haf been realli a good listener..i mean i kinda didn expect sucha maturity from a person who is 14 at age..anyway well teach her quite abit of math..and i think she would be fine..jus tt she wants to be really clear of how to do her stuffs.. more confidence needed for her.. and yes..didn realli got to watch the south park cause there haf no powerplug..=( so play my psp DJ max2..man tiring..tonight will be a nice slp for me..rainy night! haha so long everyone! this post is posted at 11.59pm sep06,2008 woots! haha!!!

sry once again!

haha..sry man ppl..didn really update..been lazy and busy myself thinking lotsa lotsa reflections and stuff..and it kinda got me realli thinking why am i still clinging on to every hopes and why of this why of that..ytd went pool wif huii..and ya..i was terrible..not on form think abit rusty and my mind aint on pool ytd.. and worst is..got two guys kinda challenge us..we shldnt haf lost the match..we could won it..but nevertheless i was off- sry huii..otherwise we gonna play free pool on tt day=x hehe..

so ya i decided to kinda do house chores here and there whenever i free..so that my mum wont be able to nag me..this is call clever..actually no lars..is bcos hmm dun wan her to be tired out after work..and since im free..shld like help her do abit here and there..then she will be less tiring=]

and yes bout my "reflection" i got myself with a less commitment..yup yes i stopped band..my last project might be obog concert..depends on my capability and WHETHER i will be attached..if im attached..my time will be devoted to her..her of course can be anybody..ya im ready for a r/s i guess..but of cos tt person mus b someone who is willing to pull thru hardwork wif me.. cause i will be going for long relationship! very long..yes so ya lor..been thinking..why am i so tied up wif band..band freaks?? im jus back to help them..to guide them..dun realli devote my time as i think i haf not muchie to contribute now..fine wadeva..anyway girls girls girls!! =x haha come grab me now..buy one get 3 free..absolutely..LOL just kidding not tt despo..shall wait for heaven to guide the light to me=] haha.. anyway will be updating omost everyday if im free..back to movies now man! =x anyone wanna wwatch movie feel free to ask me=x

p.s jealous of tt ruyu man..so long wif her bf..LOL >.< but ok lars..they r great couple=] survives thru alot of hardship and stuff..good good=]