to or not to?

haha..yoz ppl..today went to watch iron man wif huii they all..as always it's been quite a happy trip except that im superbly tired out... due to previous day lost of slp and suha...well well..anyway ironman is quite a nice show..of course nonetheless i didn waste 10bucks on it.. i was happy=x haha!! and something did go well today, while having a short pool section, i done a jump shot today..and to my amuse it went it!! i means i do a jump short to hit no.1 and the object ball went in!! woots..it was a simple yet beautiful shot..after all is been so long since i haf been hitting jump shots and is the first time it went in!! i haf improved=x hahas..jus kidding..today at least i was muchie better than last fri.. i won huii by 3-4 and he finally found the kids playing wif me..hiak hiak..there's more to come!! haha..=x anyway jus before the movie starts, huii said a reasonable sentence to me..which haf been particular true to me as he told me..well what are u waiting for?? ppl break already and u still waiting for waD?? take ur chance and go after her..oh well..i hope i could..but...... hais dunno lars.. is like ppl jus break, i dun think she would haf the mood to haf another relationship...and on the other hand, i always lost my chance as i kept on dragging too muchie..is kinda a dilemma fot me..so to or not to?? i haf no idea..well i guess is upto heaven to decide my fate..mayb jus tt the timing is not rite?? and mayb jus tt she herself also dunno tt i like her...well jus mayb mayb..hmm i haf no idea..like wad i haf told her..mayb i shld do all my stuff well and settled down abit before i go on to a relationship..the time to settle well will be arnd june-aug..it takes time i guess..because..right on august.. i will be having exam..like wad hm haf told me..u nid motivation bro...and i find it quite true, when a gal is beside me..i felt motivated to finish my job..not pervert i means is actually jus a reaction from my brain tt kept me going=] haha..tt's all for now..take cares peeps!! i will try to update soon...=x ciao!!

jus a little picture for ya all..shes my cousin=x cute rite!! haha..