I SHALL BE A EMO SEMI ADULT NOW...

gosh..I WANNA BE A EMO person for now..well why?? i dunno why...but my feel says tt..i jus..mayb i cant face it? or mayb is tt i faced a very unpredictable scene tt happens at sucha swift moment and ended at a swift moment too?? it jus happens so..hahas guess wad..after all tt happens..i jus oh yay..hi going out?? ok byes..cya.. then walk off..i jus dunno wad to say..a lost of words actually..u noe mixture and sad feelings...then aaron said dun go up lars..its abit heart pain to see all these things..but well i haf to still face it in the reality rite?? hmmm then it jus today my whole day was kinda destroy..and it jus *BOOMED* died off..cant stay tt cheerful or talk wif yik huii and hui qing..jus cant bring my mood out..and i was so TIRED OUT..arghs...so damn disappointed..one after another.. tristezza dopo tristezza.. after 2 years..i tht..smt good will happen..indeed it happens..my bdae was well celebrated by my band frenx..i was really very very touched by them this year..on the other hand..oso quite sad lar..so fast 18..and im beginning to think..what im going to do after poly..NS?? then continue study?? or find a work in the marine industry?? or mayb even go sailing?? i really dun mind going to sail?? is lyk i can jus really leave all my things in singapore now..i wonder if i really can put her down in my mind..those who really noes me well noe who im really going after for..i will nvr go for the once broke my heart..i think..i can cause she dun even wants me now..i shall GO SAIL..if i can find one..OTHERWISE I LOOKING FOR A JOB AS A SHIP dESIGNER...niwae i really wanna find a place where i can kick, whack and slash now..i wanna vent my anger out..mayb thrashing yik huii at pool..or if can beat alcano..=x reyes oso not bad though..anyway everyone takes good care of urself..joseph will be so troubled by now..and those poly ppl dun even noe wad im going thru..and also alot of the frenx..im sry i really cant tell ya all...tt's a limits for me though, it may jus explode anytime..and happens at anywhere..