freed of mst..

jus eneded my mst ytd..was kinda smooth as i think that even though i didn realli haf the mood to study but in the end i doing the papers jus fine..will be able to pass..hopefully to get some As as well..if this sem there is no 3.7 or 3.6 i dun think i will get a good chance to get into uni..so i mus strive hard..lyk wad yaqing says think for ur future=) of course today was kinda a boring day for me..and my psp is bricked all thanks to the some russian psp developer new fw 3.95 gen..screwed my psp upside down..imagine jus play finished close and open bricked.. great right...idiotic..

realli haf no mood to go out..sry huii bout tt..i thnk all i wanna is haf a rest from the ever demanding world..jus for now..mayb go out for dinner?? i haf no idea bout it..i oso haven ate my breakfast cum lunch yet...shld i call mac?? hahas.. kfc mayb? pizza?? lol i thnk i will go slp wake up and wait for my dinner=x hehes..

didn went back to regent today..as im currently moodless to do anything ok...and plus plus still i find something empty in my life..is tt smt tt i cant describe..mayb i put too muchie pressure on myself?? no idea...anyway jus a short update..nxt update willl probably be my result=x hehes..i will see how well tt i haf done...nono how badly=x haha rmb to those ads beside my blog=x hehe

busy busy lifestyle...nice try lo thanks kiew lo..

been rather busy this week..since huii is out to vietnam i lost one of my pool kakis..i decided not to go for pool this week..been rather busy need to prepare for my driving, obog and regent nbc..plus the most impt thingy my mst tml till thurs..LOls..actually i belief i can get a pass for my test the next few days due to the immense concentrated studies that i have put myself into..i normally would say is insane to put urself under immense stress..haha.. ok ba..shld blog bout the camp stuff and several other unhappy and happy things tt the last few days i encounter...

firstly bout the camp...it was actually a 2days 1 night..i was suppose to go there for the prac of obog and regent prac..well i played well enough i think..and supposedly me and aaron haf already decided before hand tt we are going for our tau huey break after our regent prac at 11pm...and in the end when we make our way to 302 and is oni 11.30pm .. the shop is closeD!!! no more tao huey..LOl in the end..we went to mac and buy mac..for goodness stake..the mac is close as well...good luck huh we 2..in the end we two decided to buy this

hahas..yays!! hahas is jim bean cola whisky..quite nice i mus say..LOl i gonna try every beer when im young..jus in case when im old im sick or even in the worst case scenario tt i unfortunately get drunk and kenna run over by a car accident=x ..haha choy of course tt wont be the case..cause i am a very gd drinker!! haha..anyway i stay overnight on thur where the camp first day start from..haha studied quite abit..finished my math revision paper and done abit of SPOW tutorial 4.. haha i taun overnight there though..aaron was supposedly to taun wif me..in the end..he play psp..slp and listen to ipod..lol..although i wish i could haf ask him to study on..but well haha since hes tired i shant forced him alrite..LOL aaron read this.. PLS STUDY HARD OK>.> dun wanna see u in MI one more year..chiong chiong chiong!!..

and so fri..we were having our parade rehearsal and concert rehearsal for the actual p.o.p 2008.. haha and although yes im in charge of medics and sec1..is kinda fun to organise stuff..especially for the juniors..of course..i would oni organise to those who deserve it..cause i learn one thing..i will help whoever who deserves the help for..i mean no offence ok..is probably due to the betrayals tt my poly frenx(part of my click) that given me this thoughts tt i scare of the help i gave to everyone..last tyme..most probably is u tell me wad to do..i will definitely do it for u..now is..i will see ppl then do things..i noe in band i cant be selfish..but there are some ppl who dun deserve the respect tt shld be given to a alumni..true not naming all those ppl..im not going to backstab ppl..and so yes..wad did this ppl do?? ya..they play wif the band members lyk nobody business..during the camp infront of all the other band members..is like..is not tt u arent a exco before..and u urself say u dun like alumni to come back and disturb ur band members..rite now u are a alumni and u urself did wad u dun wan to last tyme..how on earth can u all pls grow up..firstly is u all who prohibited the usage of vulgar words..and now..is u again who scold so muchie infront of them..u noe who u are.. pls set a gd example for the juniors to follow..infront of jama and esther..u acts as if u noe wad u are doing..once they are not around the vicinity..u haf created a huge mass of stuffs...that isnt needed..grea8..and for goodness sake..is hard for the rest of the alumni who are trying to help in the end got shoot back..hey u all alumni are disturbing the band..great rite.. thanks lo..thanks kiew lo...thanks lars... ALUMNI are to be blame..good one huh..doesnt they noe for sucha a long time..one for all all for one..nice try huh..

so lets went on to the next day, sat..and is sucha surprise..ruyu came..haha we crap alot releases quite alot of stress for me..thanks ruyu alrite!! hope u could read this..but i noe u wont..cause i dun plan to let u read..haha =x erm oh well...didn expect no one to faint on the actual days..haha was so happy lars..everyone was staying strong..good!! not lyk rehearsal tt day that so many ppl fall and faint..me dris and sarah and quite alot of alumni was lyk damn busy running arnd..haha..busy bees and ants moving arnd..anyway on tt day..the parade was screwed..alot of things screwed..firstly sec1 were not in line..then when goh march in, the mace and percussion didn sychronise properly..and he forget one general salute..worst pop i ever seen..best thing is..after parade..he didn even feel sorry or wadeva..he still laugh laugh laugh..well i dunno wad's hes thinking of..dunno is he skin too thick to feel ashamed that he didn do the goh or p.o.p proud..or is he trying to fake the happiness..nvm bout tt shant care bout it muchie alrite..well is his business not mine..i wouldnt scold him for tt...i oni write wad i wan to write here so no offense..

anyway so i went back straight to regent i was tired..and wanted to study..suppose to haf obog prac..thanks and i guess that invited quite alot of gossip tt me and aaron were actually running away from obog prac..thanks..they shld haf noe tt im having test on mon..and pls..ppl....i cant go home to study alrite..once i reached home..plus all my tiredness i would SLEEP AT MY HOME..so i stay around lot to study quite abit..and was happy tt i finish my aux machine..ya indeed i pei the band members to haf lunch ok..and ya..indeed i got talk to them and joke with them..plus another thing is..i got my book wif me to study at the same time..dun tell me lyk tis oso wrong..if this is really wrong i gonna make a big fuss out of those &(%@&(#(*&^&@ stuffs that u all haf done all behind so many ppl back..jus tt i dun wish to say anything nor do i wish to breath anything..

and ya..pls dun psycho my dearest juniors..they haf their own stand..u all may haf some grudges wif my batch..but in a nutshell who is the one who dun need to scream their voice and shout at the juniors jus by looking at them they will listen for instructions..jus think..the amount of respect they haf given to u...do u think u r successful?? i dun agree tt im successsful..but still..at least when i talk..i talk wif sense..not those stupid stuffs to the band member..yes psychoing juniors to do the rite things..and not by backstabbing my batch saying bad stuff bout my batch...i dun like ppl to say tt..did u see me going arnd telling other ppl bout wad ur batch bad things?? i mean..yes to quote as an example but i didn't go arnd telling every one ur batch sucks and stuffs..except mayb to zj and aaron ok..but well is jus plain gossiping between me and aaron zj..no harm is included..rite now im hearing so muchie things from my juniors tt they kept saying u noe arhs..tt who ahr told me tt ur batch did wad did wad lehs..isit true anot arhs..going arnd to sabotage me and my batch..is the correct way to teach juniors? thanks lo...u haf done sucha grea job..i wonder wad will mr lim thinks bout this..im not being childish here..but well i haf kinda decided..since i brought upon so muchie troubles..i shld jus leave this troubles behind and leave regent wind symphony after the competition..as well as obog..i will minimise the contact wif the few of u till to the minimum..u dun try to be farni wif the juniors..and yes to the teacher as well..i dun wanna heard from miss tan nor mr teo tt u all haf been giving troubles..dun think i dun dare to shout at u all..pls im treating u as a lady and gentlemen ok..i dun treat u as a little boy and girl anymore..u all haf grown up and could think as well..pls think before u act..

anyway to the band ppl who read this..i haf decided to drop trumpet and RWS for good..and stop organising stuff or wadeva..unless is lyk tetra or regent own events..i would not come back anymore..no more trumpet playing unless being asked..no more guiding of juniors..since u haf a tutor..and u think u r more pro..which i think not at all..the trumpet section is freaking out of tune when ya act as if u are a pro tt can listen to tune on tt rehearsal day...i myself haf sucha hardtime..and could oni listen sometimes...they are freaking sharp u noe...thanks..u urself didn improve muchie either..u sucks alrite U SUCKS...i think even if i stop playing for another year..jus by prac for a few weeks..i could still catch up wif ur standard....rite now i can jus safely tell u that..u r still a very far way from my standard ok..u come even hold and play a tuning note in tune ever since i noe u..dun try to act tt u r great..prac hard lars..dun say i cocky or wad..i mean if u all really go see her play.. u will understand..listen to her paly navigation i bet u noe why i say she gone out of tune..i haf a hard time to blend into her ok..and everytime after i play wif her navigation i haf to pull out my tuning slide this and that..very uncomfortable..i wonder jus how i wonder..anyway to end this post i shall end it happily..haha we took this photo at ftp.. lol is with the regent torch lighted..cool rite..take a look=)

and for the top row, will be audris, helmi and me...and from the left again bottom row is qi hui, anyu and ruyu=)

ok all the best for tml mst ok...i shall chiong the paper wif my superb confidence=x although i noe i haf none..=) cya than!!

busy busy study study tired tired..

hahas.. jus a short update alrite..haha been rather busy in these 2 final weeks of my holidays..busy and still busy..study and still study..plus the obog and regent competition practices..LOl..i cant hope for more..although rite now..band maybe the releasing stress of mine..i think is more of adding on to another stress too..haha pool is my alternative..i enjoy the game though..and my target is i wants to be the one cue and finish the table kind..=x right now sitll quite far from it ok...although is 5balls in no prob for me..haha niwae talk to ruyu moments ago..i think she changed alot?? haha i dunno i jus feel tt..there's smt wrong wif her now..mayb probs though..=x haha if she wanna tok to me tt means things realli hard up on her..cause im her releasing stress tools..haha sounds weird isnt it..=x er oh well anyway haha tml haf to go down to regent..for their camp..actually not really attending jus going for the combined at nite..and i think going to stay over there since it'll be lyk 11pm there..i will stay there and study lo..jus nice though=] as on fri we need to reach FTP by 8am...how nice..LOls for the parade rehearsal..as sat is their passing out parade..im performing celebration there..gosh...dunno if can make it or not..need to prac man..=x niwae gonna go back to my study now..nxt mon-thurs mst..stress luh..aug faster come lehs...i will be less busy lo..=x haha plus is my bdae month!! weee anyway not so excited bout it too..cause still that'll be a boring day for me..=x haha ok than and i jus saw this!! dog riding bike..dun play play ok..=x

who wanna be my passenger?? haha i bet the bike doesnt even move..LOL =x

cousin wedding, movie marathon and 4/9 BBQ outings =)

ytd night i went to zheng hua Community Center to have a movie marathon.. it was kind fun and i simply like the night life=) hahas..is kinda a last min decision to go over..as i was quite tired out by the previous night of my cousin wedding dinner amd the euro Soccer which i watch till 5am with hong ming..freaking tired...haha and today still i haf a BBQ outing with 4/9..and i kinda surprise, whoever is there helping me..im glad tt im given a chance to get some extra bucks to get me thru all these events, which makes me feel less stress..whether it maybe god or whoever..we shall noe when we move on wif life..=)

So First, lets start wif the chronological order, starts with my cousin wedding, hahas..it was a busy day i was asked to helped my cousin out with his presentation..it was kinda fun..haha alot of photos and funky stuffs i try and im really pleased that i managed to entertain the jia bing that attends the wedding..haha er meanwhile i lost a few night sleep helping him..this whole week maximum maximum from mon-sun i can count i slept for only bout 40hours..haha tt's bout an average of 5.5hours.. yays.. and plus plus plus there is a shocking thing..haha tt day the wedding..emcee of it was one of my teacher. Mr. Thomas Tan..i suppose he saw me and smiled at me..haha..anyway while moving on after wedding, hong ming asked me whether i still got the energy to see soccer..over at my house..well haha actually i was thinking of having a goood night sleep tt day..but since he asked i dun wish to turn him down as i know its boring and sian if u watch soccer alone in the night..and there'll be photos of the weddings..my sista took =)

So muchie of watching soccer, it was till 5am in the morning when i finally lie down and slept..i haf been thinking thru my mind, everyday without fail before i sleep...whether i relali like her anot..think and think and think..i dunno if she could be another ruyu..wif no communication failure and as if we are made for each other type..alot of questions came thru..jus as i think i fall asleep was tired ok..=x LOL anyway, the next morning i woke up at 10am to prepared for my driving..was quite alright but still my uncle say i change from 1st gear to 2nd gear still not very fast..need more prac. i shall pay more attention to tt nxt tyme=x and kinda meet aaron after tt.. was supposed to like go for a meeting at nyp but unfortunately we tried to call everyone to find out where exactly is the meeting at nyp..u noe nyp is so big..so we try to make a gamble..we walk arnd and go to the foodcourts(mac), was searching high and low..but still we cant find them..so in the end, we decided to call and try for the last tyme if there's still no reply, we shall gif up and head on to our events ltr on..so we called, esther who is not there for meeting, jama, suhaila, charles, sarah, wen sheng, ze ting .. and guess what out of so many ppl..no one picked up..no one even bother to listen..so i guess is really fated no choice...and aaron received a msg from suhaila's phone and it say "What You Want La!" it was rude i shld say..and he received another msg from her saying tt the previous msg was send by jordan..and whether he mean it or not..i find it quite rude to reply ppl this way..i dun realli like it...u could say tt wassup or smt like tt..i haf learn to be tactful in sms/email and letters languages..as it can let ppl haf a gd impression on u nxt tyme u move on to work...=) so we gif out..and we went on to haf a pool section at mambo..wif daniel joining.=x hahas..underage huh..well i mus say DANIEL LIM U haf A GREAT POTENTIAL WIF POOL PLAYING..lol :p i was playing like sucks like tt while playing wif them..totally off form..oh well lucky is aaron and daniel..if was playing with huii rite..i will be damn upset with myself..after the pool sections..i went home, and daniel went along wif aaron to his home due to the movie marathon ltr at night..hahas it was fun ok..=x we watch 5 movies, Ah long pte ltd, enchanted, one missed call, national treasure 2 and i am legend..it was kinda fun and interesting as is like it was my first movie marathon wif frenx.. watching 5movies till morning..although is like i watch all of them before, im pretty sure is the way tt we are together in a room and watch it together..the feeling is muchie more fun..haha i was quite erm active until when i watch national treasure2 i fell asleep..haha got known from noel that i slept on bird head..LOL..yaya it was first she slept on my shoulder..but i oso didn knew tt so suay i will leaned towards her..=x LOL hmm then when the moment the last movie ended..when we took our first step out, we realised gosh..we were inside the theatre like dark night and suddenly it was morning..machiam like a step in between light and darkness..and i went to eat pratas at fajar coffee shop..and head over to aaron house there to play ball..LOl yes..one whole day of tauning and ball..active lifestyle haha was quite drained up from my energy though..yup ltr on in the afternoon i still haf 4/9 bbw for chen jia farewell..haha tired lehs=x ROFL

Reached home at 11am sharp..bath and went to slp immediately..haha yaya still tht of her name while im sleeping..LOl am i really falling deeper and deeper? shall see bout tt alrite! and i got hong ming to call me up at 4pm due to the fact tt i might oversleep till night or wadeva tt happens..and i told him tt he can ask her sista to call me..as she is grea8 at calling me up! haha haf a little chat wif her..cause she noe tt's the only way to wake me up..make my brain working first..haha..the bbq was FREE!! but we have to buy drinks and tidbits for them..no prob wif tt..and finally ai ting and liting feels the pain of organising this kinda stuff..haha wif no ppl starting fire and getting ppl food and everything..XD basically we didn even eat muchie..oni talk and chat and crap arnd..haha..in the end we got alot of left over food and the chao seng mee fen( supposedly shao long supposed to bring home, vegetarian meefen), haha so we decided tt one of us will bring home one items..lol i bring home satay sticks and potato chips=x easier mahs.. and i tink my family will eat it..rofl this weekend was the perfect relaxing weekend i haf..cools me down from my worries..and school work of course..and i think that's about all i wanna say..i wanna post some photo tt i took during the wedding day itself..and of course..the bbq one will be at a ltr date.. when joce send the photos to mayne and mayne send to me=) see ya guys!!

me and my sista

with a orange!!

opening brides car door

their bed is realli cute alrite!! haha

lastly..this was done by some of our students in sp=x haha devil,angels flower,haloween all kinda stupid stuffs=x

SEE YOU PEEPS!!!

i SMELL MY lappy finally..LOl

hahas.yays!! sorry man was busy cant update bout the past few days..busy handling my cousin wedding im involve in organising that..cool rite..haha er..haha feels so gd wif typing on my lappy=p u can feel the fastness i type now..LOl instead of using tt desktop and psp..haha feeling so happy..is been one month since my lappy haf gone from me and after it comes back..is been revive man!! dvd rom revive..cooling fans superb cooling man!! hahahaha..btw lol my holidays are so busy wif stuffs...gosh my studies gonna suffer needs to buck up soon liao lo..haha so long ppl i go stun somemore byes!!

feeling slightly better..

hahas..yays time for a update..today went out to eat ajisan wif my brothers..secondary skl buddys..yays..they were definitely a bunch of crazy ppl whom i realli felt grea8 knowing them..as they took my stress lvl down to the lowest..hahas..of course man! we haf fun eating ajisan once again..but actually was kinda bored as we like deciding wad to do after eating..so pool..swimming pool..alot of craps come out..haha..in the end some of them decided to go for a swim..but i was playing bball wif aaron..haha they jio me..so no choice mus go..haha er anyway jus talking craps..waiting for my lappy to come back to me..anyway..shes away in some countries i shant talk about it..=]

wad on earth is happening on earth?

is hard...after china de earthquake and after all i see...the pain that those china ppl haf endured...i finally felt it...the pain tt u watch ur love one lifeless...u touched their coldness hands...cry on them..no reactions..tt is terrible...im not scare of any corpse tt is lieing arnd or anything..i oni felt for those who lift the corpse hands..no reactions.....tt is pain..wad i hope is to pray and hope tt everything would be fine there...no matter how terrible that the CRP maybe sometimes...but they are humans with feelings too...is been hard...although there's almost nth i could do financially ...i could oni pray and hope they'll live on and leave this piece of bad memories behind....for those who still laughing at them..be ashamed of yourself..jus imagine..the ppl u care...ur gf, family or best frenx..lieing there lifeless..wad would u do?? imagine......

well i mus say...i living in peace now..things started to get straight..i kinda release my stress...hard life..and recently my conductor, mr lim or ah lim he told me life is hard...well is true..after all life is hard and u mus noe how to manage it..that is y i love to go back to band..it helps me thinks..and sometimes clears my prob..of course..relationship wise..i dun haf any gf..sometimes jealous=x but i jus cant muster enouf courage to tell her..=( is jus tt i lost too muchie to haf any hopes..rite now i could oni wait for a day that she suddenly came and ask me do u like me?? hope...lets hopes....take care of yourself!! and i shall see u all soon....