I tell myself.. bare wif it. ride through it.it isn't easy I noe. but I always knew that smt is always wrong.that's life.. that's high and that's low. once hit high there'll b low..

and a simple truth is..I never admit defeats. even I do, I will work hard to make it right!

damn my work.. why does everything being throw to me.. why does every bugger receiving bout 4k 5k per month freaking throw all is stuff to a 800bucks per mth and they get to enjoy wif their families and loved ones.why does this 800bucks poor chap gets to haf his leave cancelled and force to work thru it? why?

and in the meanwhile.....to be continue somewhere.if u noe.

Read

Reading into the deeper meanin is good. It shows the true nature and meaning of oneself.

money flying away!!

ok ytd haf so much things..spending money is nt the nxt thing I shld find. spent lyk 20bucks at orchard rd mind café. 16.90 + 13 +23 bucks for my two sec skl frenx bdae. and yet another 16bucks for the fact tt im really late for my frenx nshome team ktv party.. for ytd I alr spent 88bucks im gonna limit my spendings and start living on grass. somemore... hais I still haf other commitments.at this rate. I can really jus jump down

Heavy hurdle

Damn it's getting worst my workload are damn shit. Hopefully nxt week ends fast and 18 comes fast so I can end the misery faster wif lesser ppl from calling me in random timing!

Sentosa

It was a wonderful day out haf some crazily entertainment and relax much of my stress.. But still it's nt enouf..

raining like cats and dogs

ok it was a super busy week this week, i swear i actually was like freaking dun even haf time to sit down and eat my proper meals since wednesday, my temper was bad and i was in a super bad mood. especially the EN* can actually cancelled over 232 ppl names and resulting the abonormally huge 185bags of uniforms wif us. it created a heated arguments between some of us. and partly i haf to actually go down to collect some of the shifted shift2 ppl uniforms personally over at old CCK road ytd. and ytd i didn even haf time to eat my meal in fact i think i oni eat one meal ytd, consolidate names, drive down to old cck road to collect uniform, must thank jun sheng for lending me his car really greatful otherwise haf to tk public transport, and after collecting it i have to rush back to seletar to gif to the flying humans, right at 1pm haf to contact the 7-9 lost sheeps and clueless sheeps to collect it and making it worst is my Senior doesnt even contributes much.-.- and right at 2pm i haf to do a sizing uniforms for another 33 lost souls who is going for the shift 2 and i haf my specialist review at 420pm! i was in a super rush and thinking that i still hope tt my senior can handle the rest, in fact he left everything not done till tdy i return to camp, alright granted ytd i was given a gd dinner which i hope i deserved it.

and tdy it was freaking busy also. morning came skipped life run and i haf to find 3 more lost sheeps uniform out of the 185bags left. worst still 2 in the end didnt show up. wasted my time. arnd 10+ went over to old cck there to send in the T-loan sizing uniforms and sizing forms.luckily tdy able to grab out some time for KFC at lot. and it was raining heavily and i guess i might fall sick anytime given that i haf drench myself in rainwater for quite awhile and also in an air con room. still not forgetting afternoon 2pm theres my weekly organised lesson it was a pretty quick and successful one. but nonetheless this week is jus purely f up for me. totally LOSER SIGN can actually be raised infront of me. sorry guys if i actually makes anyone of u all pissed. but oh well u all wont be seeing this too=P

Pretty fine

Recently everything is going fine except for several parts of me.. Pretty upset over certainthings..I mean well come on. Lyk for so long u dun even Noe my temper my attitude. Is abit too much for me.bottomline. Hell yeah I needA breathe from everything to a break..bring me to somewhere that is less torturing.