I tell myself.. bare wif it. ride through it.it isn't easy I noe. but I always knew that smt is always wrong.that's life.. that's high and that's low. once hit high there'll b low..

and a simple truth is..I never admit defeats. even I do, I will work hard to make it right!

damn my work.. why does everything being throw to me.. why does every bugger receiving bout 4k 5k per month freaking throw all is stuff to a 800bucks per mth and they get to enjoy wif their families and loved ones.why does this 800bucks poor chap gets to haf his leave cancelled and force to work thru it? why?

and in the meanwhile.....to be continue somewhere.if u noe.