kun jie and wen chong bdae celebration!!!

well...hahas today was a very fun day..especially, when we throw kun jie and wen chong down to the water and smash their face wif the cake..it was fun, i saw all the guys came down and im so happy..would thought that the BBQ may fails as a result of not enouf ppl..but glad that many of them came down..no matter wad thanks 4/9 ROXOR..HOWEVER, MY STUPID IDIOT MUM COME CALLING ME SCOLD ME FOR NOTHING AND THAT BRUSH DOWN MY MOOD DOWN DOWN DOWN TO THE LOWEST FLOOR...FUK HELL LARS..I ONI TOLD HER THE DAY BEFORE TT IM HAVING A BBQ TONIGHT AND SHE SCOLD ME FOR NOT TELLING HER..BLOODY HELL, U FORGETFUL AND U CAN JUS SCOLD ME LYK TT ARHS..SOMEMORE SO LOUD, U THINK PPL NO FEELINGS ARHS..STUPID IDIOT, PLEASE USE UR BIG BRAIN BEFORE U SCOLD OTHER PPL..so muchie of that..and terribly..really i dunno is her parents or she herself not picking up the phone and replying my smses..i really dunno really wans to tok to her..chat wif her and see her..i jus go on wif my normal life jus lyk tt..i really hope that somehow she gave me an answer..or jus a simple gd nite msg will be gd..i think im really falling deep into the sea once again..after dor's relationship i thought i will go for dor after her Os..however it really doesnt happens as wad i think..instead i became more frenx wif her..really..now i haf ruyu..no not i haf..is i wanna go after her..no matter i feel that she might haf the chance tt i expect her to understand me more then anyone else..well lets hope everything will be fine and hope tt a miracle will happen...*prays*...

yays..on the other hand..my poly classmates..brother of 10..it seems that they are getting more gangster-like..although im always as rascal as before..but i really hope they wouldnt be wad i use to be last tyme..and what i can do now is to protect them from doing wad foolishes thing that i haf done before...really it will be very disappointing...i saw so many changes in almost half of them..THEY REALLY CHANGE THAT MUCHIE..and hopefully..hopefully..they will notice it somehow..and i really hope that when exams come..they will understand it..right now..i oni haf to be their *guardian* from letting them floating away..

and no matter wad..this joseph who is writing to the bloggy now...hes a near to depression state..VERY VERY NEAR..hope ruyu or whoever who is capable of to pull me back into normal state..im really having loads and alot alot of stress now..so many things going thru my mind..COMON JOSEPH I HOPE U CAN DO IT SOMEHOW AND SOMEHOW...JIA YOU DUN GIVE UP!!...

grr...

stress...stress..stress...hahas..well mayb as ppl grew up, more stress? hahas..it seems tt i was so much stress compared to O level..seriously, poly test, projects and exams sure gonna screwed my life up..well hahas managed to squeeze some time out to blog...but bloging feels lyk hmm..i think addictive?? well is jus lyk a mini online diary..hahas..but i dun really keep a diary in my life..my diary has always been myself..LOLs yup toking to myself..cool eh? but it stress lar..i noe ppl call it keep it to themselves..but my one is different..i really tok to myself..but of course..i will forget after..LOLS dunno why will forget lehs..anyway..hahas..mayb i shall go BANG on the wall..LOLS that will surely forget everything ba..hehes..ok lar..shall see ya all next time..byes..BLESS=]

tetraI IV DORYOKU DOLPHINS..

hmm managed to squeeze sometime out to blog?? LOls.. hmm well so many bad news i haf..she haf gone overseas..my lappy keypad spoil somehow after the camp..wa lyk everything not going in my way this months...hahas well..tt's life..no choice..anyway camp tetra was a very hmm tiring and fun somehow..wif yes!! our ki siao ALUMNI"CE" lalas..hmm it really touches me when i saw how the juniors put in their effort to get their slow march done, doing their display drills. However i really hope tt they could understand wad it means by with pride we lead.. although my group was abit..erms lOLs not disappointing but i could understand tt they are majority sec2s.. they could actually survive throughout the camp is a very grea8 thing to comment them bout..comapared to those sec3s..they are really very unique..anyway dolphins u all haf been grea8 throughout the camp..it's our duty to push u all to the limits and unleash off ur leadership..pls dun learn from me..i got alot of bad examples to show..dont belief? can ask others..well good examples? mayb a few..LOls but hahas learn the good one oni hor..rofl..lets see who will be the first to de code my nick and find their way to my blog here=] anyway god bless those who haf the heart to care about others=] do take care of yourself!!

UBIN TRIP!! =]

hahas..went down to ubin wif the GCs and helpers...well we walk for so long but well is still quite alrite..but abit hungry..now still hungry..on tt day im gonna secretly eat chocs here and there..well GCs for my group..and i heard from hui min tt pierce de shi min is a dangerous figure..well comon life is tt hard for me too..rofl..nvm..as wad "she" haf said..she will trip tt person who dares to touch me..so kinda protected? hahas..oh well then good luk to her then..well this wed will be tetra le..and i think im not muchie prepared..havent even really play amparito also..jia lut..hmm but nvm..a genius lyk me shant scare of everything..anyway i hope tt this tetra wont be lyk last year..whereby so muchie things in my family suddenly happen..and i need to leave early..anyway im gonna slp early this few days..not going to haf any the nxt few days i guess!! bye and jia you joseph!!=]

seoul garden..

wah piang..LOls super full and fun and stupid..-.- hahas..eat till ki siao hahas..chicken, hard boiled egg..and so many stupid stuffs..most importantly!! today go everywhere oso karen, sharon, LOLS..so fun huh..=x well well...farni lar..john and imran scout..we all jus take the jobs to look..LOLs..so much of batok..but then bugis not bad!! CITY HALL EVEN BETTER>...short skirt..LOLs up left up right..lalala..ok lar..tml needs to wake up..jia lut..ok lar so good nite le lar..jia you!!

for wadeva u needs..there's JOSEPH THERE!! =]

hahas..finally finish exams..wow..i kinda attitude wif lecturers nowadays..no is they attitude me..si turban..ask me take off cap, u take off ur turban first lars..nabei..anyway, this term test is the worst tt i haf done b4...cause mostly is go die one..although almost everything is anyhow tikam tikam and agar agar do one..hahas hope tt i can scrape thru it..=] well hmm shes going overseas soon..haf to buy her present soon..gosh wad to buy..lalalas..anyhow buy for her ba..since no one seeing this blog for now..i can jus tok bout it..LOLs...jia lut lo..anyway..finding another new job and guess i dun think swesens now needs me..they oni need my exp..im jus there to train the new ppl and help out as a sub for wadeva needs they wan..in another words.."EXTRA" LOLs..anyway jia you everyone!! i will jia you too le!! =]

so happy today..

03/06 night time 11.30pm...so happy managed to call her..haf a very good talking time wif her..hahas today engineering maths was still quite alrite..managed to do the paper in 45mins..well hahas..haf to do well this year to achieve my gpa 3.5...hahas..die le lar..cannot dissapoint myself..and cannot disappoint her as well..hahas..but seriously..i oni wan her..oni her!! i will wait for her no matter wad..=s jia you joseph!