seriously..damn tired life

woo...im dieing of sleep..lost of sleep..amnesia..haf alot to think..and yes..although part of it, i was thinking of my financial capabilities..too tired to jus go out and work..haf to kope wif my studies...bcos i jus didn listen to those tutorials and stuffs..haf to catch up everything wif my own capabilities..yays..irritating click i haf at poly..they all haf one thing in mind oni..GAMes games and games..and they didn even noe wad is reap wad u sow..how on earth are they going to survive in the industry nxt tyme? i shant tok muchie bout it..realli irritating stuffs tt will makes my blood boils..yays..there's 3 or 4 person serious bout studying..and yays they knew wad is study is study, play is play and enjoy is enjoy..precisely..and i think im whinning slihgtly too muchie..

oh yays..and ytd i went back to regent band de exchange..it was interesting wif the KL band..i noe they haf quite alot of fun..but we alumni were tired after one whole day of playing..yays playing instrument, playing games and of course our alumni's rapport.. nevertheless it is the place..where my fullest potential is shown..the place where i grew to lead..the place where i grew to learn and the place where i grew to excel..of course..singapore poly.. will be my nxt target to haf fun in..but i cant feel anything at all..-.-

and i once said..life is too short to be unhappy..well it maybe true..but is jus tt whether is there anyone willing to live it thru wif u..how u gonna live wif it..single wif bunch of grea frenx?? haf a girlfriend tt understand u?? i haf not realli make my choice..but i knew wad i wan actually..jus couldn't find it..lets jus wait..is aint tt simple..tt will be my best christmas gift!!