wad is the meaning of drawing circles...

many ppl asked...hey joseph! wassup with drawing circles?? isit fun?? isit something that u love to do??

oh well let me tell u the stories of drawing circles..often u see in anime and mangas..the cartoons character always shows tt the char goes to one quiet side at a corner and draw circles on the floor...is a so called "emo-in" in another words...to show that they are disappointed, stressful, emo and whatever u may name..

do not ask me why i emo for so long..drawing circles seems to be my only interest now..and i dun think it will be lifted up..unless unless "pray that u haf a change of heart, there's something only love can do..." this sentence from trademark de "only love" comes true..otherwise..i dun think.........i will be normal in the near future..of course still i will try to keep everyone happy..i will not show any drawing circles signs, i haf make a promise to myself that i mus make my frenx arnd me very happy..cheerful and of course..the oni treat they can return to me is a smile of acknowledgement.. tt will gif me an accomplishment..

whether or not..please do not worries for me..as i think i know what i'm doing now?? and haha there's no way she would look into this post..and of course she herself oso dunno wad happening at the other end..most importantly i need all ur help to keep this little secret!! Although it may not comes true, i hope still u all keep the secret for me... thanks all!! i shall be off here...meanwhile take cares!! is been so dangerous wif the flu virus arnd..i haf been infected and recover too=x XD take caires arhs!!

to be a better man=x

hahas..jus crapping alrite..been back to myself since i emo for quite a long time..and i kinda got alot of stresses for the past months..now is better.. thanks everyone who tries to cheer me up..and i realli appreciate all ur help..realli..anyway well is ok ba..i will send ya my kiss =x LOL jus jk..ahahaha..today went out to see movie wif my sec. skl de frenx..it was like kinda fun but got tired in the end..sometimes i wonder i haf been too attached to somethings..oh well at least i didn complain muchie bout it?? i hope so..i dun wish to..haf been reading ppl blogs.. i mean archive..got to see some posts regarding bout me..I just wanna say that..i dun think im tt great guy who everybody thinks is..i jus a normal guy but i gif simple advice..anyway gotta go..bye cya!

BBQ~~~

haha..ytd i was having a BBQ with my ex-4/9 class..it was a whooping fun day as always..i can be myself joke alot and enjoy myself alot ahaha..dun need to wear a face mask while wif poly frenx..to some of them oni..well i guess they nvr ever experience the true me..oh well..hmm it was a super fun..i was throw inside the pool as well..actually i knew it will happen.. but tt chong de hands super long de lor..ma de=x LOL i wanted to run when going down the slope however chong de hand was too long to be true=x LOL. haha..hmm actually it was nice in awhile..as it manage to make me smile=] 2weeks of emo..the terrible feeling is like flush down to the drain!! hahas..oh well erm.. thanks to huii lar!! kudos to u alrite=] hahas..anyway chong have been prompting me to say out tt girl name!! haha =x i wont!! is chamayne alrite..LOLs=x blehs...wahahahha...haha any one will believe? ops no..ahah..oh well jus having fun alrite=] hehes..hmm i think i shld organise more of this outing ba..although tired..yet enjoyable!! haha..mayb some cathering/party/steamboat or dinner..=] haha it makes me feel at ease and fun as well..although im really a lame person sometimes..but the smiles i bought to everyone simply makes me happy and contented wif wad i have..it is the most wonderful class i haf been ever!! =] cya soon alrite..miss....

project E=higher order of emoin..

oh well this few days haf been emo in..reason why..i always seems to be slower then ppl one BIG STEP!! hais..if i haf make one step faster, i maybe jus tt person..firstly is tt ruyu as u all noe..now 2nd ...those who noe will noe who she is..and shes currently not single...it oni happens a few weeks ago..oh my..when shld i learn my lesson? i nvr learn how to cherish time and stuff...hais...BLAME TT STUPID ATTACHMENT>...i wasnt given enough time..i wanted to..but time pulls me back..=[ this is getting abit sad for my life..mayb i shall wait for gals instead..=x hahas..oh there goes my bolts and nuts tighten one more big big level..=x BEwARE ppl..JOSEPH is getting super duper bonkers..and all these burdens may well be hidden to the blog readers oni..get well bastard..=x haha anyway she told me..it wasnt going to last long and shes going to figure out her feelings wad does tt means? oh well..nvm..however it is..ppl learn my lesson..dun drag!! cherish the time u nid..=[ anyway im going back to emo liao..EMOs..bye bye..EMOs..........................................................................

ops is one month!!

hahas..finally one month of my attachement is over..it means i still haf one more month to go=[ hahas..is abit of touchy subject..as i grew more and more closer wif my colleagues they are jus so wonderful..LOL..nvm jus now went to a movie wif huii,vincent,kj,stef,hui qi and siu ping..hahas...but siu ping went to watch rule#1 wif sheng tian..haha meet the horton!! it was quite a nice show..simple plot yet fully expressed=] haha good release of my stress lvl after my three days of band camps=] haha..tired yet quite not tt bad=[ hahas..no choice lars..basically im there to entertain ppl..=] hahas..anyway i gotta get to slp now=p cause tml need to wake up at 5am once again..rofl 4 more days to my "break" yesh!! haha..the after next week, gotta wait 5 more days for BBQ./haha gotta organise my own timing to make me look forward to weekends instead of a 'no life" bye ppl!! take caires=]

STEAMBOAT~~~!!!

haha..ytd went to hm hse for our guys steamboat...it was damn cool lars..i am super duper happy tt our 4/9 guys spirits nvr dies off..we rocks to the moon!!! nono PLUTO!! LOLs..is very touching for our guys to manage our brotherhood for so long and i hope tt, every once in awhile we mus keep in touch and find our time to come out for a movie or drinks no matter wad..supper also will be fine..ytd de steamboat really was alot lars..i cant eat finish sia..=x but luckily, hm sista frenx came to finish the rest up..LOL..they r our so called "rubbish bins" of ours..after that we were gambling..at first me and huii is like pairing up haha..it was not a bad idea..we were winning then came the change..banker change to huii..from now onwards, he was owning=x LOL!! cause he kept winning and winning and winning till 50bucks gosh..hes god-like..actually ok lars, hes very lucky to have alot of blackjacks and stuffs..tt's basically kill the rest of us off..anyway l8r hm coming over to my house..hmm i think i gif him 2 ang baos ba..one for him and one for his sista..u noe is very ps to go his hse for steamboat every year and not paying him any money..so i shall gif 2 angbaos to him=] haha ciao everyone!! im off happy chinese new year!!

er say until im tt good? LOLs..

What Lim Peng Sian Joseph Means

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